春雨逍遙

in idleness

a bottomless pit

It's about my grandmother and I recently found out that she has been telling her son - my uncle, disgraceful lies about me. I was angry, but I felt more disappointing and demotivated. I talked to her care manager and decided to keep my distance. But I'm still the one who works behind the scenes.

I think now that her lies were a way to get her son's attention. Because if she lied about how unfair she was being treated, he would worry about her. She wants her granddaughter's love, she wants her son's love, and the ugliness of her endless greed makes me want to scream.

She is not a person who lives alone in the middle of nowhere, she is a person who has always used people to get what she wants. Greed, it seems, is a bottomless pit. I'm not some girl, but I'd like to say - How dare you!!!!!